( there's something cute about her amazement. being so high above ground is something so common to jinx that one would more likely to find her above than below. it became the norm for her so seeing someone else go through the experience for the first time, it's... endearing in some way. and it thaws out her once icy heart to see chizuru light up like this -- to be able to go through a new encounter together. )
Really? ... How are you likin' it so far?
( and when she asks this, her tone is soft and sweet like honey. whenever chizuru decides to answer, her eyes subtly inch lower to the other's lips. if the surprise hadn't been obvious yet, well, maybe it will be as jinx slyly maneuvers a little closer. it's amusing how things change over time. jinx had always wanted an opportunity to kiss chizuru but the reasoning behind it changed. before it was one: because she was simply cute and two: to beat sharon in the kissing game.
but now?
now it's because her feelings for the other had blossomed beyond chizuru's looks. she is sugary sweet, caring, polite, patient, and calming to be around. having her in her world feels it's not impossible to have lovely things. jinx can see now that even a monster like herself, she can take care of others... and she can love them and provide love without them crumbling in her grasp.
if she has to take the slow lane in life, she'd be okay with that if chizuru is next to her; hand in hand. the dead thinks it's disgusting how attached and how fond she is of this girl. and sometimes, jinx wonders if silco would even approve of their relationship -- he might believe she is all wrong for her. or that she is weakening her. if so, she doesn't care and she'll argue him up and down over it. because being with chizuru had been like coated in a nice warm bath with little bubbles tickling at her nose. whether the other feels the same is a mystery, but... something has to be there if she's still sitting by her, right? )
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Really? ... How are you likin' it so far?
( and when she asks this, her tone is soft and sweet like honey. whenever chizuru decides to answer, her eyes subtly inch lower to the other's lips. if the surprise hadn't been obvious yet, well, maybe it will be as jinx slyly maneuvers a little closer. it's amusing how things change over time. jinx had always wanted an opportunity to kiss chizuru but the reasoning behind it changed. before it was one: because she was simply cute and two: to beat sharon in the kissing game.
but now?
now it's because her feelings for the other had blossomed beyond chizuru's looks. she is sugary sweet, caring, polite, patient, and calming to be around. having her in her world feels it's not impossible to have lovely things. jinx can see now that even a monster like herself, she can take care of others... and she can love them and provide love without them crumbling in her grasp.
if she has to take the slow lane in life, she'd be okay with that if chizuru is next to her; hand in hand. the dead thinks it's disgusting how attached and how fond she is of this girl. and sometimes, jinx wonders if silco would even approve of their relationship -- he might believe she is all wrong for her. or that she is weakening her. if so, she doesn't care and she'll argue him up and down over it. because being with chizuru had been like coated in a nice warm bath with little bubbles tickling at her nose. whether the other feels the same is a mystery, but... something has to be there if she's still sitting by her, right? )