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Oz "Vessalius" ([personal profile] swornto) wrote in [community profile] deercountry2022-06-09 07:08 pm

it catches up eventually

Who: Oz Vessalius, Xerxes Break, & Close CR
What: Oz becomes corrupted and dies, then Break gets stuck in a miserable timeloop.
When: June 15th (forward-dated)
Where: Pandora House & The Forest Around

Content Warnings: Suicidal Ideation, Beasthood Suicide, Child Endangerment



A Cycle of Misery

Please use the top-levels below, because there are timeloop shenanigans to keep orderly!
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[personal profile] belovedscars 2022-06-11 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Gil tightens his grip on Break's shoulder to steady him as the man's laughter echoes through the library, or perhaps to steady himself. If this place wasn't complete nonsense and he hadn't arrived as a squid himself, Gil may have thought he had finally completely lost it and misheard Break out of some desperate grasp to have Oz back. The twisted logic of this world is there, and Break's hand on his shoulder confirms this is real.

Sorry, Break. Gil releases his hold and stands suddenly, his hand gripped into a fist, tears streaming down his face.]


Then why are we wasting time sitting around and feeling sorry for ourselves?! We need to make sure Oz's body is safe-- Oz needs us!

[Gil's nerves are all frayed and tightly wound, but he hasn't overlooked everything Break said before. He pauses as things start to click into place and stares at Break in horror.]

You said you were caught in a time loop. [...] How long, Break?

[How long have Oz and Break been reliving this hell?]
payingfordeliverance: (Smile: May not have another year)

[personal profile] payingfordeliverance 2022-06-11 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[So energetic, still, these young people, with their leaping about and rallying for their causes and all that. Break remains slumped where he is, propping his head up with one hand. The smile he casts unseeing in Gil's direction is a nasty, bitter thing.]

I'm afraid I lost count. Enough times that we were able to whittle away every single decision that could have led to that ending, and come to understand that -- it's the use of his Chain powers that cause corruption in him. That last time, the time you remember, he knew exactly what would happen and chose this fate on his own terms. So you see, I'm well aware that it wasn't my fault.

[They eradicated every single way it could have been Break's fault, and Oz acted independently. Break drums his fingers just once against the arm of the chair and reaches again for his whiskey glass.]

I don't feel sorry for myself at all. Rather, if I thought for a single second it wouldn't bring further suffering down on those precious to me in this place if I did it, I would dearly love to kill that Pthumerian, for putting us in a situation where we had no choice but to change the past for its satisfaction.

[Do you remember, Gilbert? Do you remember that time when Break had good reason to believe Reim had been murdered, and proceeded to lose his mind and try to kill some Baskervilles all alone? This is just a milder version of that same temper tantrum, and blessedly, he is actually thinking about consequences this time and staying his hand. By that same token, though, he can't find an outlet for his rage outside of the burn of the alcohol.]
Edited (oops I repetitived) 2022-06-11 21:13 (UTC)