opheliac: โœ– malagraphic (All my temptations are)
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โ˜… JAN. (CATCH ALL); i look inside myself & see my heart is black

Who: jinx & YOU
When: all of january
Where: all throughout trench
What: things that will happen with her during this month. some will be open & some will be private.
Warnings: jinx suffers from mental illness. such as the following - schizophrenia, hallucinations, PTSD, & separation anxiety. these may or may not happen in this log. BIO, PERMS, & OP-OUT: Here






โ–บTREEHOUSE VISITATION.โ—„

โ–บTHE CLINK N' CLANK.โ—„


WEEK 1 (01/01 - 01/07)
โ–ˆ JINX โžœ 01.01 โžœ TDM EVENT.



WEEK 2 (01/08 - 01/14)
โ–ˆ VI & MANABU โžœ 01.08 โžœ PRIVATE.


WEEK 3 (01/15 - 01/21)
N/A



WEEK 4 (01/22 - 01/28)
N/A


WEEK 5 (01/29 & 01/31)
N/A


code credit to: [personal profile] thisismanx
possessum: (๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-02-17 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
( Not many people who'd willingly call themselves a monster. It's the term Peter shudders from so deeply, the word that whispers inside himself on all those nights he can't sleep. But of course, that happened before he ever had a literal demon inside of him. He's been a monster for a long time now.

Peter stares up at the girl who calls herself a monster, tense and horrified. He's afraid of her, and he's also afraid of Paimon. And for a weird moment he's sandwiched inbetween the two of them โ€” two unpredictable things.

The demon's there, waiting, watching. It notices how she does pull back, even if it's slight. It stares, a second pulse beneath Peter's staggered heartbeats. Paimon's not in a frenzy like he was that night in the treehouse when he was torn and strange, identity fractured by the mere sight of the treehouse and the warped memories it invoked. He's calmer now, thoughtful.

Threatening his vessel is unfavourable, but he'll allow it at times; this wouldn't be the first. As long as Luna isn't put in harm's way, it's ultimately fine if Peter is terrorised sometimes (....to a certain extent. The demon will step in if he has to. But acts of service, and free gifts of The Weed? Peter'll live. That last condition is more intense, but the demon will keep an eye out.)

So Paimon listens quietly to the girl's words, and it's all similar to how he functions, the concepts he works through. Deals. There's a soft tilt of the head at her, birdlike as those black alien eyes stare up at her. How intriguing... For everything else this girl is, she's certainly interesting, isn't she? He'll let Peter reply to her in just a moment, but first.... he speaks to the girl himself, words slow and weighted, tongue giving soft clicks around certain syllables.
)

My witch... My Luna... must not be harmed. I will not allow her to be harmed.

( It's a warning of his own โ€” he'll allow Peter to be manipulated by someone else, it's cool. But he needs to make it known up front that Luna is off-limits in all of that, just in case. )
possessum: (emotions they come rushing back)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-02-18 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
( He doesn't know how the girl might react to him, and he's intense and waiting, staring unblinkingly. His energy flickering up to the surface of Peter spreads outwards a bit, making the air buzz in a strange way, the lights overhead flicker a couple of times.

But he isn't lashing out at her. The demon waits โ€” restraining himself, cautious but curious in equal parts when the girl grins. And proposes an addition to his request, expands on it. Not only will Luna be unharmed in the middle of all of this, but the girl will protect her if she sees her in trouble...

Jinx is wholeheartedly speaking his language right now. Paimon's unflinchingly protective of the witch, but he can't be with her always. Having extra eyes and ears (and skills; he's seen flickers of what Jinx is capable of, how she'd even saved Peter just moments ago)... it's an appealing concept. This exchange pleases him, and for a moment, there's a spark of gold in the inky blacks of his eyes. A hum reverberates from low in his throat, almost like a purr. What an intriguing human she is, not like most he's met in this place.
)

It shall be done.

( With that, he shoves Peter back into the driver's seat so he can also agree to The Terms, the boy's body giving a convulsive movement, neck snapping back with a harsh gasp, leaving him panting and a little dazed. But Jinx's last words to him are still lingering, and his neck swivels forwards as he looks hazily back up at her. Did Paimon and Jinx just converse, What the fuck is happeningโ€” )

Y-yeah, whatever you say. It'sโ€” it's cool. Weed andโ€” whatever you want.

( He's confused and horrified but he's absolutely going to agree right away.... )
possessum: (and gazed out through a window)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-02-21 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
( Peter's blinking widely at her, just kind of ogling the girl as she pats his cheek and moves to flop back down on the couch. His heart's still pounding in that unpleasant way, a mix of Jinx Being Jinx and Paimon Being Paimon. Plus... did she really talk to Paimon just now? It's hard for Peter to tell, everything's weird whenever the demon wrenches control from him, and he feels kind of sick. Definitely going to need more weed after this.

But Jinx seems... fine now, and she and Paimon aren't trying to scratch each other's eyes out (and the demon hasn't set anything on fire, which is... a thing he often does when he's mad) so.... is everything really okay...?

It hasn't quite settled in yet that he just agreed to be Jinx's Errand Boy. That'll come later....
)

Did he....... talk to you?
possessum: (paths diverge into the boring mist)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-02-25 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
( Peter's eyeing the girl with his own confusion and some lingering fear, but despite.... everything, he's not nearly as freaked out as he usually would be. ....Thanks to the weed.

Still. He's half-expecting to get jumped again, or for Paimon to burst out again, more aggressively. Are things actually safe, for the moment?
)

I thought you'd like... be at each other's throats. After... you know. What happened.
possessum: (you knew me so well)

[personal profile] possessum 2023-03-06 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
( Considering their first interaction involved Paimon trying to violently hurt Jinx and her sister, it would definitely be better if the demon did have a less volatile opinion of her now, for some reason.... but Peter can't imagine that happening so suddenly... What in the world could possibly lead to such a change between them?

(....Luna being involved, of course.) Peter has no idea about that part, though, becauseโ€”
)

Oh, uh... yeah. I black out. ( He gives a miserable little smile. ) ...But he hears everything I do when I'm in control. Totally not fair.