( there's a big record scratch in her mind if she ever heard one. on the upside of her whirlwind coming into a halt, the voices go quiet too. it leaves her space to think on her own for once. with chizuru pressing against her back, she is able to feel her body tensing. not over the fact she can grow back her organs (okay, that's wild but not alarming) but more so she was at the farm. jinx got captured too, but was able to break free. )
( she can't recall all of what happened -- her mental state was shot at that point. but jinx remembers saving vi with a vague image of her chest cut open, and being hooked on some device. now knowing the other girl was present there, that meant she went through something similar or worse. jinx promised she'd protect her and she didn't. it's obvious someone else did or otherwise she wouldn't be here right now. but that was her one damn job and she failed to do that.
it makes her sick to her stomach to think back on it. and if she could, jinx would storm off to find that place again just to set it up in flames. but for right now, her rabbit needs her and she can hear it in her voice this confession isn't easy for her. there's a shift from jinx -- an arm lifting so she won't hit the other girl when she faces around, and her grip still lock on. sure, jinx could just break this embrace, but she doesn't want to give the impression she's pulling away due to the news. )
( besides, chizuru finds it easy to speak with her face hidden and she wants to provide her that privacy. and now facing her, her hand is gently place behind the other girl's head -- reassuring her to keep her face concealed in her shoulder. this way, she can wrap the other arm around her to return the embrace. )
Shit. And I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry, Chizuru. ... I will from now on, okay?
( notice she still hasn't said a word or mention about the organ growing yet. )
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( she can't recall all of what happened -- her mental state was shot at that point. but jinx remembers saving vi with a vague image of her chest cut open, and being hooked on some device. now knowing the other girl was present there, that meant she went through something similar or worse. jinx promised she'd protect her and she didn't. it's obvious someone else did or otherwise she wouldn't be here right now. but that was her one damn job and she failed to do that.
it makes her sick to her stomach to think back on it. and if she could, jinx would storm off to find that place again just to set it up in flames. but for right now, her rabbit needs her and she can hear it in her voice this confession isn't easy for her. there's a shift from jinx -- an arm lifting so she won't hit the other girl when she faces around, and her grip still lock on. sure, jinx could just break this embrace, but she doesn't want to give the impression she's pulling away due to the news. )
( besides, chizuru finds it easy to speak with her face hidden and she wants to provide her that privacy. and now facing her, her hand is gently place behind the other girl's head -- reassuring her to keep her face concealed in her shoulder. this way, she can wrap the other arm around her to return the embrace. )
Shit. And I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry, Chizuru. ... I will from now on, okay?
( notice she still hasn't said a word or mention about the organ growing yet. )