Look- I don't know exactly. I'm trying to figure this out as I go along and I don't really know what I'm doing.
I just mean- If you want to try and work things out. I want to do that. If you don't want to work things out. I don't want to turn you into the asshole about this- I know I've fucked this up enough that you can make that choice. I'll just respect it.
[And that's hard enough to say but he feels his teeth clench slightly at the next part.]
And yeah- Maybe I am a dumbass who can't figure it out. But that's why I'm here asking now.
[There's a pause he let's a hand raise up and rest on his forehead. He didn't feel as bad as he did when he first got here. The potion must have been doing something.]
I want to try and fix things here, but I'm don't know how. And I thought keeping my distance was for the best- I thought it's what you wanted.
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Look- I don't know exactly. I'm trying to figure this out as I go along and I don't really know what I'm doing.
I just mean- If you want to try and work things out. I want to do that. If you don't want to work things out. I don't want to turn you into the asshole about this- I know I've fucked this up enough that you can make that choice. I'll just respect it.
[And that's hard enough to say but he feels his teeth clench slightly at the next part.]
And yeah- Maybe I am a dumbass who can't figure it out. But that's why I'm here asking now.
[There's a pause he let's a hand raise up and rest on his forehead. He didn't feel as bad as he did when he first got here. The potion must have been doing something.]
I want to try and fix things here, but I'm don't know how. And I thought keeping my distance was for the best- I thought it's what you wanted.
I fucked up.