[This ha been something Ada never really thought to talk about. Ada even when she goes through things has just always been able to handle it in her own way and move on. But why was it her own death and what has just happened to Oz changed that?

Maybe it was different in someway, maybe because it was more personal than it had been before. She didn't know. But here she was talking about that exact thing she didn't want to talk or worry anyone else about just because... she didn't want to worry someone about her behavior.]

Yeah... my first month here. I went out exploring one day and came across someone in a crazed state with either a knife or a sword... I don't actually remember. Not exactly something I can handle it turns out.

[Her hands went to her shoulder for a brief moment. She couldn't reach where the scars were exactly at least the ones on the back. Her eyes glanced down as her hand moved to where the heart would be. Her words were sad as she spoke them.] I have three scars over all because of it, two in the back in which one seems to mirror this one here...

[So it was obvious if it was in front of the heart why it was there anyway.]

That...is probably why I'm acting the way I am now. Worrying those I care about while trying not to and I'm sorry for that. But it gives me an understanding as to what to expect when Onii-chan comes back. What I can do to help and make him comfortable...

[Which in it's own way was rather sad to know. What side effects could happen and how long it took for her to even recover when she came back. She knew what it could be like.]

Your the first person I've actually... told. People know I died obviously, but not the how.